i hate exams.period.
i think i royally screwed my BMGT & macro paper. help someone? think besides not really studying, this is all KEVINS FAULT. HAHA! ohk maybe like 2% mine, 98% his. fair ohk, i never blame all on you. HAHA! anyway, i really miss my friends): seems like forever since we last met! TMRWS MY LAST PAPER AND WE'D BETTER MEET UP IN 234987950 SECONDS!
anyways, i think i been out, practically EVERY night. except yesterdays. basically just driving around, because we have absolutely nooooothing to do! (ESP KEVIN OHK) since like LAST WEEK I THINK? and because im such a nice/accommodating friend, i think i accompanied him everyday, DESPITE ME HAVING EXAMS THE NEXT DAY OHK. HAHA. &i think when you go back to US, i'll be so crushed &bored mostly, cause you wont be here to drive me around anymore!): i dont want thursday to come! imagine the next time i see you would be.. in 2009! i'll miss you extra DEARRRRLYYY KEVIN WAYNE FUNG! &after you leave, YS will leave, then i'll have no one to disturb anymore! makes me sad most of the time, but i try not to think of it!
so put me in your heart &go see everything, then come back to me!
feels rather fast huh, time? like we're all in a race, and if time catches up to you, you lose. you lose the time you could have spent with someone you love. you lose the connection that rings everyone so close. you lose time. or rather, time you could have spent doing something more meaningful. besides studying &doing your parents proud. besides getting into the best university &getting the best grades &getting the highest paying job.
all that aside, isnt our youth the period of time to just let it all go, have fun &understand what life is about. our thoughts mature and we finally understand how some people have the ability to break you, and others the power to love you. understanding that your not in life alone, and that people alre always there to blanket your fall, even if you never meant them to.
and life suprises you. things always come to you when you least expect them to. like they say, when one door closes, two others open. and its true, because you'll never know when someone will show up at your doorstep and glue the pieces back together. you'll never know when you'll meet the most familiar face you've never really come to know, and realise that he's the one who gathered all your dreams in when they all blew away.
life has something installed for all of us. but if it stayed this way forever, i will never again cry or complain or whine, because you are here.
maybe we're better off this way
yours truly
